Small Things Make a Difference

My doctor told me that the tightness I experienced in my left arm and hand was actually a condition called upper limb spasticity. At that time, those words didn't mean much and I didn't know how drastically it would affect my family's day-to-day life.

Due to this debilitating condition I experienced soon after my stroke, muscles in my left arm were so tight that my arm was pinned to the side of my body. And, my left hand would uncomfortably clench if something, like a blanket or person, even brushed against it.

As a mother of two young daughters, ages two and five at the time, I was not able to make use of my left arm and hand to bathe or dress myself much less help my daughters groom themselves. When my daughters asked to have their hair braided, I wasn't able to help because of the muscle tightness in my left hand. I remember once my daughter started to cry because I wasn't able to unclench my fist to braid her hair, and as a mom, it was difficult to not be able to give my daughters that kind of support and to put that burden on my husband, Evan. In some cases, my daughters helped me take care of daily tasks such as holding a piece of toast so I could use my right hand to spread butter on it.

Seeing me struggle with simple everyday things that our young daughters were able to do on their own was extremely frustrating and heartbreaking for Evan. “What Sabrina was unable to do for the girls because of the upper limb spasticity in her left arm, I would have to do it. Let's face it, men can do a lot of things, but they're not ‘mom'.”

After physical therapy, my doctor and physical therapist suggested treatment with BOTOX® (onabotulinumtoxinA) to relax the muscle tightness in my left arm and hand. Treatment with BOTOX® for upper limb spasticity enabled me to open my hand to better engage in my physical therapy sessions. With continued treatment with BOTOX® every three months and regular therapy, I am able to open my arm enough to stabilize a piece of toast while my other hand butters it – a task that comes in handy during meal preparation. Seems so small to most people, but it's these small successes that make a difference in my family's day-to-day life.

As a mom, being able to have my left arm relax enough to move away from my body and allow my daughters to cradle inside my arm and shoulder is comforting to me and my daughters. It's all the motivation I need to keep making progress in my rehabilitation.

Individual results may vary.

Sabrina and her husband Evan currently reside in Ohio with their daughters Elizabeth and Allie.

Sabrina
"Whatever Sabrina was unable to do for our young daughters - even things like braiding their hair - because of upper limb spasticity, I would have to do for her. Let's face it, men can do a lot of things, but they're not 'mom'." -Evan, (caregiver to wife Sabrina)
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